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This idea bothered me so I decided to write it down. It was done hastily, so sorry.

He felt miserably guilty and he didn’t know why. He looked at his wife and son and felt that he had to be the luckiest guy in the world. But he didn’t fell that way. He looked at Lily, his wife, a stunning beauty with her red hair and green eyes. The most beautiful green eyes he’d ever seen. His son was blessed with those eyes. Still, why didn’t his son look more like him? He looked like James, and it bothered him deeply. A feeling of hatred replaced the guilty feeling he had earlier. It couldn’t be it was impossible, unthinkable. James, his best friend, his brother, he couldn’t have gone behind his back. But the doubt had already taken place inside his heart and mind. Why did Harry look like James?
He heard voices. He turned around but he saw no one. Where did the voices come from? He listened attentively. He heard them again. Incredibly enough they sounded like James and Lily. But how? Lily was right there with him and Harry, and James was nowhere to be seen.
“Move on Sirius, it’s not real. You have to move on friend”
His surroundings changed. He was with his friends now. All of them Death Eaters. He remembered the day he and Regulus had joined. Their parents were so proud. He soon became Lord Voldemort’s most trusted. They were on their way to the Potters. Those bloodtraitors. He would teach them a lesson. Letting their pureblood son mingle with a mudblood girl. It was exactly the kind of thing that Lord Voldemort had warned off. Soon all their world would come down collapsing because of all the filthy mudbloods they let in.
“Sirius” He heard them again. What was going on here? “Let go Sirius. We don’t belong anymore.”
He was at Hogwarts now. He and James had cornered Snape in one of the empty classrooms. “Let’s finish him off James. He doesn’t deserve to be a friend of someone like Lily. How dare he.”
He felt utterly disgust and hate at Snape. How could someone as precious as Lily be associated with this filth. Jealousy overtook him, James was his best friend he couldn’t stay mad at him. But Snape? He didn’t deserve any kind of affection of Lily, even if it was just friendship. He just couldn’t understand it, why was Lily nothing but at the most formal with him?

“It’s time to move on friend” The voices began to sound desperate. He really tried but he couldn’t locate the source of them.

He was at a graveyard now. They had just killed the Potter boy and were about to finish of the old fool who had tried to protect the kid. Dumbledore, he could be one of the greatest ever but he choose to save this halfblood filth. He looked at the old man. He expected to see fear in his eyes but to his surprise the old man looked straight into his. “You have to move on my boy, Harry will be all right. I’ll make sure of that. Now let go and move on. James and Lily are waiting for you.”
He couldn’t explain it, but it felt right. Everything around him began to change gradually. He saw James and Lily and he wanted to explain.
“Let’s go Sirius, the real James and Lily are on the other side. We are just mere imprints of them in your memory. They know you did everything you could for your godson.”
He suddenly felt at peace with himself. It was going to be all right. Harry didn’t need him anymore. There would be others to take his place. He smiled and decided that it was time to rejoin his old friends.

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that's pretty cool
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little confusing Confused

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Posts: 207 · Posted: March 17, 2008 10:22 am Post subject:

I'll be the first one to admit that the story is badly written. Like I said, it just bothered me and I wrote it down. I should've taken my time. Sorry. Embarassed

Posts: 954 · Posted: March 25, 2008 5:54 pm Post subject:

Ah, the story is greatly written, it's the plot that confuses me... Sirius with Lily? Oddest ship I've seen, but no, the story is good. ^_^
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Posts: 207 · Posted: March 26, 2008 10:47 am Post subject:

Ah just a suggestion, remember that James and Sirius always clashed with Snape. And that it bothered them that he was friends with someone like Lily. James was in love with Lily. Whattabout Sirius?
And James was his best friend. So he coulddn't be jealous of James. So why not take your jealousy out on Snape also.

The story supposedly takes place right after Sirius dies.
He can't move on because he is woried about Harry.
Then he gets taunted by his secret desires until his friends call out to him to move on.

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ohhh!!! it makes more sense now!
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Posts: 207 · Posted: March 27, 2008 5:45 pm Post subject:

I did say I wrote it down badly

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lol, you did didn't u.
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